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  1. Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you have not; remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for.
  2. The Six W’s: Work will win when wishing won’t. -Todd Blackledge
  3. We all want to be offended at times so we can have an excuse to be angry.
  4. Avoid time-wasters
  5. “Why get thinner when you can get more dinner?”
  6. Friends do not trespass into pain; still less into failure.
  7. What world learned from the West: when you’re losing money, go to war. War is such a lucrative business.
  8. Fall in love with life everyday
  9. “Accept your past without regret, handle your present with confidence and face your future without fear.”
  10. “Don’t fear change. You may lose something good, but you may also gain something great.”
  11. “Sometimes all you have to do is forget what you feel and remember what you deserve.”
  12. “You’ll end up disappointed if you grow up thinking everyone has the same heart as you”
  13. A sucker is born every minute. Thank goodness it is not gonna come from me–EVER!
  14. Be with someone who always wants to know how your day was.
  15. “Being single is much better than: being lied to, cheated on, disrespected”
  16. Do yourself a favor and cut off ties from douche bags. So not worth it.
  17. Even though the world felt it’s ended because you were hurt, the fact that you continue to see the sun rise and set proves that it has not.
  18. “Eventually all things fall into place. Until then, laugh at the confusion, live for the moments, and know everything happens for a reason.”
  19. Women should be able to take a photos of themselves without make up, just in their bedroom clothes & feel good without being sexualized.
  20. Familiarity breeds contempt and predictability breeds boredom.
  21. Great things never came from comfort zones.
  22. People tend to confuse being mean with being honest
  23. Be like a diamond, precious & rare. Not like a stone that is easily found everywhere.
  24. Forgiveness is not always easy but sometimes it’s the best thing you can do.
  25. Fear is our greatest enemy. And that will lead us to our downfall since our enemy has no fear.
  26. Some people are actually afraid of being too happy because they think something tragic is going to happen soon
  27. To think, to feel and to do harmoniously. Real love is about loving and letting yourself to be loved.
  28. If it is important enough to you, you will find a way. If it is not, you will find an excuse.
  29. “Try to put yourself in as many socially awkward situations as possible. You will be desensitized to it which makes you more outgoing.”
  30. Secret to youth is being happy and stress free.
  31. “The poor, the unsuccessful, the unhappy, the unhealthy are the ones who use the word tomorrow the most” – Robert Kiyosaki



Wedding Song?!?

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Posted by on 2016-02-02 in Just for Fun


Multiply is Shutting Down

I never got to retrieve my blogs from Friendster. So here I am trying to save what is left on Multiply.

Feels good! Mar 8, ’09 8:53 AM
The silence of the room was excruciating.
Everybody is tensed.
Feels like our lives depend on it.Then time to pass the papers to the person sitting to your left.
You just know, this is it.
The tension grows more and more.
You hear every single breathe.EXAM NA!!!
In life Dec 17, ’09 2:04 AM

Silence doesn’t always mean YES, it may also mean NO, but it is better left unsaid.

Anger doesn’t always mean hatred, it could just be a means of coping.

Laughter doesn’t always mean happiness, sometimes it’s just a mask.

Tears doesn’t always mean sorrow, it may also be an outlet of joy.

Staying away doesn’t mean it’s the end, it may also mean the best beginning.

Though life is complicated, it is always beautiful.

Painful Reality Jul 17, ’10 2:58 AM

 “Out of all the things in life that I could FEAR, the only thing that would HURT me is if YOU were not here…. I don’t want to go back to just being HALF of the equation.”

This is one of the status messages I saw on Facebook. I am going through a crisis. My boyfriend left me because he could not accept the truth. We got back together after a week. After a couple of days, I walked out of his life and decided to just let him go.

It hurts, I know. I’ve been trying to cope and understand our situation. But that’s fine. I’m trying to be strong.When I read this message, I thought, was I not complete without him? I wanted to comment: In falling in love, the greatest fear is falling out of love because it is painful. We’ve made that person an integral part of our lives. We’ve gotten used to them being around. But in reality, they were just a bonus in our lives. Without them we are still complete. Goodbyes are never easy. It simply takes time getting used to being alone—AGAIN.

Painful as it is, the real deal is we’re always going to be alone. We will face challenges on our own. Make honest and painful decisions by ourselves.

Yes, we need others to be our witnesses. We need that special someone to be our companion. We were meant to take things on our own. In the end the choices are done individually. We can never point fingers on others. The choice made as a couple is a choice made individually—you just happen to have compromised. Yet that choice of compromise is still ones personal choice.

I’m not saying this because I am over him. I’m still being tested by my heart. I know I will want to come back to him; it is just for now, I want to relearn to love myself. I fear the fact that everyday, I will have to keep my head low because the words “I love you” will never be mouthed for me. Yet, I started without him. And I just have to face the fact that all that’s left are memories. Memories that in time will fade away.

People, no matter how important or insignificant they are will walk in and out of our lives. In the end, we just need to enjoy every moment spent with them. So, fear not to be alone. They completed the extra puzzle of our lives one way or the other, but you will always be complete.


In so very few lines Jul 19, ’10 12:00 AM

I intimidate; I hurt
I get hurt
I hurt myself when my emotions are too strong
I am not suicidal
I am a witch and a bitch by choice
I am not that sorry
I stay away when I cannot properly deal with my emotions
I walk out and just don’t talk when I am upset; I tend to say mean things when I am mad
I don’t like to talk about other people; I do not like being talked about
I stay away from people who I know are no good to me
I move silently away from people I used to care for
I like to be left alone and just be in my own little corner
I don’t like being around people; it takes awhile for me to warm up
I do not believe in destiny
I believe in hard work
I play it safe; I play it right
I cry like a child; hurt as if the whole world is against me
I hug my pillow when I feel lonely
I cry in my truck
I drive when I cannot decide properly
I love unconditionally
I know how to fight for the one I love; I will hold on and be stupid
I love as if my world is all about that one special person
I sometimes don’t know when it’s time to move on
I move forward and when I do, there’s no turning back

Promises Jul 22, ’10 5:14 AM
Please do not give me broken promises.
I don’t think I can take another heart break.
For now, I’ll suck it all up.
Eventually, I’ll blow it all away.


Blind Hope Aug 24, ’10 12:44 AM

Will I See You Again?

Published by ayarae under Floating


Everyday is a battle of hope for things to get better. It’s a constant struggle to keep my emotions afloat all negativity. Maybe it simply was just that. Happiness is but a few seconds of painful memory.

During the past few months, I realized that loving someone does not always mean happiness; it can be the most painful feeling one will ever experience.

I tried to deny and fight against the old cliche that “sometimes love just ain’t enough”.

I have begged for someone to come love me back because despite the fact that I feel that the love for me has waned, I held on on what was said–I am loved truly.

Painful words has been exchanged, and more tears have been shed than I could simply imagine. Lies and selfishness won against the true meaning of love.

I am hurting. I am in pain. And I can not let go.  Yes, the problem is with me.  I just can’t move forward.

I know that baby-sitting one’s emotion is not bad, but enabling another to manipulate and control you is wrong. And unfortunately, I have reached that level. I let down my guard. Allowed myself to break the tall, strong walls I put up for years.

My love is too blind, too strong; I gave up everything. I am not angry at anyone. No, I can not be. I am way too in-love, more than people say or think I do. I allowed myself to be vulnerable and that is my problem. I cannot change another if they do not wish. Yet here I am, hoping and wishing for things to work out.

Yes, I have become the martyr, stupid  “girlfriend”. I have inflicted this pain on myself. God! I wish I could just put the blame on another, but I cannot. It is I who fell in-love.

I started this dance; and now I have ended it. For how long I will hope and wait for things to work out, or when I move on and get over this situation, I simply do not know. I do not have enough will this time and I know it.

Love complicates things. Everything could have been as simple as a-b-c and 1-2-3. Love is not supposed to hurt, yet this is how I feel. I wish for just a day, I’d be given the opportunity to read another’s mind so I’d understand.

All I know is that I am missing the warm hugs and kisses.

When will happiness finally find and save me?

September 2011 Sep 26, ’11 5:25 PM

Today, I walk as if the world has come to a halt. My life has completely deteriorated. Decisions are made with so much anger and pain.
My neurotic brain has decided to withdraw. It has forgotten how to fight.
I have asked for my life to be good. I have prayed for things to get better. Well, it has not. I hate waking up and realizing my drive has gone down. My resolve no where to be found. My reality shadowed by hopelessness.
I will try to walk. But maybe it’s best to just run away.
No prayer works. No love is strong enough to hold.
Bitterness and sorrow are all that’s left. Time has come to end.

On Hard Work and Defeat Oct 1, ’11 2:04 AM

I cannot say I feel different from what Chris Tiu felt after bagging the 4th place during the FIBA. The years/months of diligence to bring home the bacon has come to an unexpected end. One cannot help but wonder what has happened; perplexed by the fact that the wheel of fortune turned against you.

Things were working out great. Work has become more challenging than expected. The wind of love has finally been good. To plan for the future was exciting and promising. Pride sets in with confidence. To expect for better was inevitable.

But expecting comes with a price. The want for control and balance becomes a need to stay idealistic instead of realistic. Desiring for logical and specific answers is the only reasonable response to all questions when in doubt. Constant battle of personal will develop into a tiresome routine. Pretending becomes a constant. Blending in with the norms is a must. However in time, the masks will suffocate and will have to be removed.

Everything just falls out of place. The once joyful and contented spirit becomes lost amidst all that is, in reality, a crystal clear state of affairs. Decisions cannot be made with conviction. Dwelling on the pain and dissatisfaction is all that’s left. Explanations for what was lost are sought but not found. Everything is in chaos. And one ends up sulking in that small nook. To want to feel empty is better than feeling lonely because loneliness eats up every resolve one has. It does not bring harmony.

Regret. What ifs. Should haves. Could haves. All these turn one into a manic depressive state. During this time a Pensieve is helpful–lock out the painful memories because the mind is cluttered.

But maybe, acceptance is the only key. Accepting it is out of your hand. Accepting that it is not yet time. One is humbled for a reason. Learning “You are a good, but it is not your time yet. You must first fine tune and resolve all your divisions and differences,” and anticipating the tougher games/challenges in life is the best way to go. “…Just remember to be the best player that you can be. More importantly, be the best person that you can be. Hold on to those two things and you will be fine.”

Despite the defeat, be brave and continue to survive.

  • “I am looking for friends. What does that mean– ‘tame’?” “It is an act too often neglected,” said the fox. “It means to establish ties.”
  • “To me, you are still nothing more than a little boy who is just like a hundred thousand other little boys. And I have no need of you. And you, on your part, have no need of me. To you, I am nothing more than a fox like a hundred thousand other foxes. But if you tame me, then we shall need each other. To me, you will be unique in all the world. To you, I shall be unique in all the world. . . ”
  • “And now here is my secret, a very simple secret: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.”
  • “It is the time you have wasted for your rose that makes your rose so important.” “Men have forgotten this truth,” said the fox. “But you must not forget it. You become responsible, forever, for what you have tamed. You are responsible for your rose. . . ”
  • One runs the risk of weeping a little, if one lets himself be tamed. . .

Taurus – The Bull


Lonely Bull

Archetypes: The Earth Spirit, The Musician, The Silent One.

Taurus is an earth sign and correlates with practicality and a good sense of material values. It is one of the fixed signs and is resistant to change. People with Taurus emphasized in their horoscope would show predominantly conservative features. The planet Venus, age-old symbol of harmony and beauty, rules Taurus. Generally, Taureans are peaceful, conservative people with a practical materialistic outlook and a great appreciation of the beautiful things of life.

Basic Characteristics:
This is the most conservative sign of the zodiac. By nature they are calm and serene and prefer a slow, even tempo of life. They are not to be hurried and tend to become a little suspicious of those who would rush them. They are likely to think that people born under Aries are rash and impetuous, and that those born under Gemini are vapid and insincere. Whatever they do, they like to do at an even, stable pace and are inclined to be quite serious in their approach to life. They have good realistic common sense, extraordinary patience, and a strong sense of loyalty to their own type.

Possessions are very important to them as symbols of well-being and security. This includes those people who are important to them as well, such as family and friends. Their ideas, their philosophy of life, and their spiritual concepts are – in a sense – also ‘possessions.’ They watch over them jealously. If anything that they feel belongs to they is threatened, they react violently. In the field of interpersonal relations, they are inclined to be, if anything, overly possessive. In the area of romantic affection, this can cause them grief.

Their manner of meeting problems is to plod into them at a deliberate, methodical pace without any sense of urgency; they like to move slowly, thinking over carefully each step that they take. If someone tries to hurry them, they are very likely to come to a dead halt and refuse to do anything until the pressure eases.

They are quite persistent and on occasion, can be obstinate and stubborn. They believe that persistent application of effort will solve all problems. Even if set back, they usually refuse to admit defeat. They regroup their forces and plod slowly ahead once more confident in their philosophy that a stubborn pursuit of their objective will ultimately be rewarded with success.

They are not afraid of hard work. In fact, they believe very strongly in it and, as far as they are concerned hard work, steadfastly applied, can achieve any goal. They are not particularly enterprising, preferring to proceed in well-established ways. They have a reputation for reliability and are best off in a position where they can feel that people depend on them.

By nature they are inclined to be sensual, a matter which relates to their Venus rulership. They have a strong appreciation for the beautiful and take particular delight in its expression in plastic form, as in statuary and other solid art objects. In paintings they lean toward the pastel hues. Their decisions are often influenced by the consideration of what is both practical and beautiful – design is as important to them as is function.

Ruler, Element and Mode: Venus – Earth – Fixed

Colors: Powder blue, moss green, turquoise, pink

Gem: Cabochon emerald, turquoise, blue sapphire, lapis lazuli

Flowers: Blue-forget-me-nots, miniature roses, flowers growing close to the earth.

Scents: Floral-woodsy-mossy blend

Mineral: Quicksilver

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Posted by on 2012-01-31 in Just for Fun


Birthday Numerology

28 April 1984

Your date of conception was on or about 6 August 1983 which was a Saturday.

You were born on a Saturday
under the astrological sign Taurus.
Your Life path number is 9.

(9, 18/9, 27/9, 36/9)

The Life Path 9 suggests that you entered this plane with an abundance of dramatic feelings coupled with a strong sense of compassion and generosity. The key to the nature of a Life Path number 9 person is found in their humanitarian attitude. Even the very average of those with life path 9 possess extremely compassionate tendencies.

Usually this number produces an individual that is very trustworthy and honorable, and one unlikely to harbor any sort of prejudice. Obviously, this is a rather tall order, but you are, in fact, a person that feels very deeply for individuals less fortunate than yourself, and if you are in a position to help, you certainly will. The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position in terms of responsibilities to mankind.

Material gains are not overly important, although the quality of some life path 9 people is such that they are materially rewarded in very significant ways. In this, however, the 9 Life Path is not apt to get rich since they are very generous, sometimes to a fault, and usually have an easy come, easy go attitude about money. The rare 9 life path has a totally selfless attitude, giving up of material possessions for the common good.

The 9 Life Path indicates you have a commanding presence. You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality. The term “hail-fellow” may have been coined to describe a 9 Life Path, as you may indeed be one of those who is generally upbeat and heartily friendly and congenial. You meet people easily and are quickly befriended because of your openness and amiable demeanor. Your genial ways often put you in the lead in whatever field of endeavor you pursue.

Relationships can be difficult for you because it is hard to strike a balance that will work effectively. If your partner is one sharing your giving attitudes, the relationship will be happy and lasting. On the other hand, if you choose a partner whose focus is on material issues, problems will arise quickly.

You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling. The number 9’s very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields. If drama and acting is not your forte, it will surely be an area of great interest and potential. Likewise, you may be able to express your deep emotional feelings through painting, writing, music, or other art forms.

The purpose of life for those with a 9 life path is often of a philosophical nature. Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy. The number is less inclined to the competitive business environment and may find this a struggle.

As do all the life path numbers, the 9 has its negative side. Because of the demanding nature of the truly positive 9, many tend to fail in this category. It is not uncommon for persons with the 9 life path to fight the realities and challenges of purpose imposed here because selflessness is not an easy trait. You may have difficulty believing that giving and a lack of personal ambition can be satisfying. It must be realized and accepted that little long-term satisfaction and happiness is to be gained by rejecting the natural humanitarian inclinations of this path.

Your fortune cookie reads:
Love always and deeply. 

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 7 & 11.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 8 & 22.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2445818.5.
The golden number for 1984 is 9.
The epact number for 1984 is 27.
The year 1984 was a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/2/1984 and ending 2/19/1985.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Rat.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Beaver; your plant is Wild Clover.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Epipy, the third month of the season of Shomu (Harvest).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 26 Nisan 5744.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 27 Nisan 5744.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is which is
12 baktun 18 katun 10 tun 16 uinal 14 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Saturday, 27 Rajab 1404 (1404-7-27).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 22 April 1984.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 22 April 1984.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 7 March 1984.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 10 June 1984.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 17 June 1984.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 25 September 1984.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Sunday, 15 April 1984.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 6 March 1984.

As of 1/31/2012 10:15:24 AM EST
You are 27 years old.
You are 333 months old.
You are 1,449 weeks old.
You are 10,139 days old.
You are 243,346 hours old.
You are 14,600,775 minutes old.
You are 876,046,524 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:

Jessica Alba (1981) Penelope Cruz (1974) Nancy Lee Grahn (1958)
Jay Leno (1950) Ann-Margret (1941) Saddam Hussein (1937)
Harper Lee (1926) James Monroe (1758)

Top songs of 1984

Like a Virgin by Madonna When Doves Cry by Prince
Jump by Van Halen Footloose by Kenny Loggins
What’s Love Got to Do with It by Tina Turner Against All Odds by Phil Collins
I Just Called to Say I Love You by Stevie Wonder Ghostbusters by Ray Parker Jr.
Karma Chameleon by Culture Club Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go by Wham!

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 3.96829745596869 years old. (Life’s just a big chewy bone for you!)

Your lucky day is Friday.
Your lucky number is 6.
Your ruling planet(s) is Venus.
Your lucky dates are 6th, 15th, 24th.
Your opposition sign is Scorpio.
Your opposition number(s) is 9 & 11.

Today is not one of your lucky days! —not soo true…WAHAHAHAHA

There are 88 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 28 candles.

Those 28 candles produce 28 BTUs,
or 7,056 calories of heat (that’s only 7.0560 food Calories!) .
You can boil 3.20 US ounces of water with that many candles.  

In 1984 there were approximately 3.6 million births in the US.
In 1984 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1984 in the US there were 2,487,000 marriages (10.5%) and 1,155,000 divorces (4.9%)
In 1984 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1984 the population of Australia was approximately 15,677,282.
In 1984 there were approximately 234,034 births in Australia.
In 1984 in Australia there were approximately 108,655 marriages and 43,124 divorces.
In 1984 in Australia there were approximately 109,914 deaths.

Your birth flower is DAISY

Your birthstone is Diamond

The Mystical properties of Diamond

Diamonds are said to increase personal clarity to help one see things clearly as well as be straight-forward and honest. Supposedly, the higher quality the diamond, the better it is supports these qualities.

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Opal, Quartz, White Sapphire

Your birth tree is

Walnut Tree, the PassionUnrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egoistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromises.

There are 329 days till Christmas 2012!
There are 342 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon’s phase on the day you were born was waning crescent.

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Posted by on 2012-01-31 in Just for Fun


Name Numerology

Nathania Rae Cruz

There are 15 letters in your name.
Those 15 letters total to 70
There are 7 vowels and 8 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:

Hebrew Female God’s gift.

Your number is: 7

The characteristics of #7 are: Analysis, understanding, knowledge, awareness, studious, meditating.

The expression or destiny for #7:
Thought, analysis, introspection, and seclusiveness are all characteristics of the expression number 7. The hallmark of the number 7 is a good mind, and especially good at searching out and finding the truth. You are so very capable of analyzing, judging and discriminating, that very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding. You are the type of person that can really get involved in a search for wisdom or hidden truths, often becoming an authority on whatever it is your are focusing on. This can easily be of a technical or scientific nature, or it may be religious or occult, it matters very little, you pursue knowledge with the same sort of vigor. You can make a very fine teacher, or because of a natural inclination toward the spiritual, you may become deeply emerged in religious affairs or even psychic explorations. You tend to operate on a rather different wavelength, and many of your friends may not really know you very well. The positive aspects of the 7 expression are that you can be a true perfectionist in a very positive sense of the word. You are very logical, and usually employ a quite rational approach to most things you do. You can be so rational at times that you almost seem to lack emotion, and when you are faced with an emotional situation, you may have a bit of a problem coping with it. You have excellent capabilities to study and learn really deep and difficult subjects, and to search for hidden fundamentals. At full maturity you are likely to be a very peaceful and poised individual.

If there is an over supply of the number 7 in your makeup, the negative aspects of the number may be apparent. The chief negative of 7 relates to the limited degree of trust that you may have in people. A tendency to be highly introverted can make you a bit on the self-centered side, certainly very much self-contained . Because of this, you are not very adaptable, and you may tend to be overly critical and intolerant. You really like to work alone, at your own pace and in your own way. You neither show or understand emotions very well.

Your Soul Urge number is: 3

A Soul Urge number of 3 means: 
With the Soul Urge number 3 your desire in life is personal expression, and generally enjoying life to its fullest. You want to participate in an active social life and enjoy a large circle of friends. You want to be in the limelight, expressing your artistic or intellectual talents. Word skills may be your thing; speaking, writing, acting, singing. In a positive sense, the 3 energy is friendly, outgoing and always very social.

You have a decidedly upbeat attitude that is rarely discouraged; a good mental and emotional balance.

The 3 Soul Urge gives intuitive insight, thus, very high creative and inspirational tendencies. The truly outstanding trait shown by the 3 Soul Urge is that of self-expression, regardless of the field of endeavor.

On the negative side, you may at times become too easygoing and too optimistic, tending to scatter forces and accomplish very little. Often, the excessive 3 energy produces non-stop talkers. Everyone has faults, but the 3 soul urge doesn’t appreciate having these pointed out.

Your Inner Dream number is: 4

An Inner Dream number of 4 means: 
You dream of being a very solid citizen that people can depend upon. You strive for organization and predictable order. You want to be recognized as a person with a plan and the discipline to make that plan work like clockwork.

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Posted by on 2012-01-31 in Just for Fun