…I have never felt more distant from the world.
It always takes two for my world to fall apart.
I want to cry for emotions I cannot describe-except that it hurts.
I have so much time. So much I have wasted it on nothing.
So much time to make bad decisions over and over.
STUPIDITY in its most glorious form!
Why I do this to myself, I do not know.
Am I that bored with life?
If only I can give whatever time, talent, and dreams I’ve left to another.
If only the colors can brush itself into my sorrow.
But maybe someone else can put it all into action.
…I wish that someone is ME.